memrie

a sownd, a smel, a vay grunt thort
tehy haz teh strenf, or so it seemz
2 pul me up, adn pul yoo frum
teh poorly foe cust relm ov dreemz

adn wunce agen ai see yoo tehre
in yoor fay vrit patch ov sun
or feel yoo curld up on mai lap
or heer yoo on a midnite run

adn 4 a moe ment ai can tayst
teh joy taht used 2 be mai lot
teh payn adn hart ayk ai embrayse
can 4 taht moe ment be 4got

until, 2 soon, taht moe ment faydz
adn ai am left wiv awl mai payn
wunse moer 2 struggl on mai wae
until at last we meet agen

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6 Comments

  1. damommza

     /  August 2, 2011

    Ai red dis yeshterdai adn hda tu reed it agayn todai a fuw tymes. It purrfektlee kaptures teh felineing uv teh laws adn teh heart take wen yur furbaby iz gone. Ai kno u dusn’t hab a kitteh naow butt wunders how a blynd man de scribes teh raynbo better tehn a seeying eye kan? Yu haz nawt teh kitteh, butt maeks it so reel dat ai feelz teh “missin” in mai hart.

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    • a wile bak ai red taht a soe shull faux-beer iz , in effek, shy ness rit larj. ai dizagree, at leest in mai own caes, wer ai wood sae it woz (an eck stream) feer ov bein hurt, teh wurst eggz ampul ov taht bein losin sumwun, hooman or ovverwyse. if ai haz noe frenz, famblee or colleegz (adn ai droev awl ov tehm awae menny yeerz ago) tehn noe wun can hurt me.(Simon & Garfunkel’s “I am a Rock” sez it bess,aifink). sum tiems sumfin ai red or sor wil stryk a cord wif teh rootz ov taht feer adn ai can tap in2 it, at leest tahtz mai fee o’ree, a dr. tinyhedcat mite see it diffrunt

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  2. damommza

     /  August 2, 2011

    Ai haz a verri familyiar wif teh soe shull faux-beer. Mai furst bawrn haz it adn it wuz dere frum teh birf. Awlso wif teh eggs treem shynis adn a terriblol feer uf teh publik spekin which cawsed selective mutism. Wehn hers wuz 20 yeers hers wuz treeted bai a Dr. Tinyheadcat woh speshialized wif teh faux-beer adn yoosed bof medicashun adn CBT (cognitive behavior therapy). Afta 18 monfs, hers was 90% gown. Dat wus 9 yeers ago adn eggsept for a dyslike of tawkin on teh fone, iz pretti mush nawt theer ne moar. Iz bee leafed tu b combonashun uf DNA (genetic predisposition) as well as teh leerned beefhavur. Iz a poorly under stood fenomena adn manifests diff orenti in peeps woh haz it. Ai under stand how u b deelin wif tis. Ai awlso am bigbigbig S&G fan adn haz awl dere vinyls adn kno awl teh wurds tu “I am a rock”. Ai fink ur fee o’ree iz pretti en sight fulol. Yoo cna see teh insied uf yoor hart adn hed teh best. 🙂

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    • ai woz wunse offerd groop ferapee, butt ai fink teh dr tinyhedcat woz nott surp riesd wen ai turnd it down. iz gudgudgud 2 heer bowt yoor furst bawn, yung peeplz shoodnt haz 2 goe froo tehse sawts ov fingz!

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  3. damommza

     /  August 3, 2011

    Teh furst bawn wuld nevaevaeva go tu groop ferapee ether. Hers wurked verri hard tu obbercom dis sos ai tip mah hat *tips hat* tu yoo fur deelin wif dis teh bestest u culd. Iz verri person all strugglol adn nawt eezi, ai kno.

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